remembering, craving, an unmet desire. wanting to feel their touch, wanting to feel it hard. pressing your chest inwards, pushing your eyes closed. colorless, blackness, pressure, sensation, relief. tearing, withering, wilting, fading away, nostalgia. please be gentle, though I know you always must go. I fear the way i’ll miss you. i’ll not give into it, i’ll resist the void I know is there. is there.